Antipas
Antipas, against the grain
hide your pain
never show signs of strain
the day finally came
when you lost it all
tossed it all
look at all of them
wondering what to do
how to fill your shoes
scared to try something new
giving you what you're used to
you suck it up
stuff it in
remembering when
you did it back then
the same type of job
had four and a half years
sobriety and dignity
then you sucked it up
stuffed it in
didn't work back then
same course again
how long has it been?
2001 until now
I'm still waiting my friend
your foe,
addiction
©2007 – Tammy Imes
Edited September 3, 2008 - Tamara Nicholas